Tuesday, December 30, 2014
Last
Last
What does it brings?
Last
Remain forever
or the final forever?
When is the last time I celebrate my glories?
Where are those glorious days which I hope to last?
When is the last time I see my smile?
Where did we create our smile and vow for each other?
At last, we don't last forever
Things will change
Yet remain the same
We are not made to last
Someday, somewhere
Heaven or hell awaits us
Today is the last of a pathetic calendar
Today is our last which enter into the past
May faith lasts forever
May faith and love lust for me
When it is my last
Faith...Hope...Love..or Words?
Words are elusive in the world of darkness
Or rather it is me?
Who are becoming my worst enemy and floating miserably?
Cries of the heart. Dry tears. Silence.
Only Pain and Me present in this purple room
The battle that no one could fight on my behalf.
Were I wrongly made?
Am I curse or am I a blessing?
Am I living in the right time?
What's the purpose behind my making?
Is he protected because of me?
Don't ask 'Why'?
Ask 'How'?
I am sorry, I am still a seeker
Hunting for reasons behind everything
And so I insist 'Why' after so many years.
I believe there is a cause for everything,
I care for the cause more than the effect.
You whisper Love but my doubts reign and chain
I yell distrust, anger and bitterness
Nothing can be hidden
I am still clueless as ever
What is Faith?
What is Hope?
Do they go together?
Is Love love?
Is Love powerful?
Is Love a hero?
How do we know Love?
Words?
Acts?
Both?
Perhaps, faith is more powerful.
Faith leads you. Incapable to fail.
If we trust each other,we need no words.
Sunday, June 15, 2014
ANTARA PERJALANAN DAN DESTINASI
確認された?混乱?
何が正しいの?何が悪いのでしょうか?
私は自分自身を信頼することはできますか?気持ち?
いや、彼らは変化する - 年、月、日と時間。
いや、言葉はあまりにも信頼できません。
私は、あなただけで他には何を信用していないのに役立ちます。
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YO-VPeNBS88
何が正しいの?何が悪いのでしょうか?
私は自分自身を信頼することはできますか?気持ち?
いや、彼らは変化する - 年、月、日と時間。
いや、言葉はあまりにも信頼できません。
私は、あなただけで他には何を信用していないのに役立ちます。
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YO-VPeNBS88
Friday, February 21, 2014
Finally the day arrives
I know this is coming.
It took me so long to know and discover what happens during those unseen years.
Although time flies, it doesn't change much it seems.
The seed is yet to bloom. No crop to harvest.
How could this be with the march of time?
I am afraid to fall. I have fallen many times.
Obviously, self-help is the best remedy when you fall.
Someone could lend their hand to you but you gotta stand on your own eventually.
You 'll realise that at the end of it, there's only you and no else behind or before you.
Double happiness is akin to three wounds. I know about it. I am expecting it.
Yet, I am not ready to deal with it.
It took me so long to know and discover what happens during those unseen years.
Although time flies, it doesn't change much it seems.
The seed is yet to bloom. No crop to harvest.
How could this be with the march of time?
I am afraid to fall. I have fallen many times.
Obviously, self-help is the best remedy when you fall.
Someone could lend their hand to you but you gotta stand on your own eventually.
You 'll realise that at the end of it, there's only you and no else behind or before you.
Double happiness is akin to three wounds. I know about it. I am expecting it.
Yet, I am not ready to deal with it.
Thursday, October 10, 2013
An evening heart
| A peaceful sun dusk which eases my anger over the Midlanders |
| Beautiful sunset on a calm evening |
| Enchanting evening with dancing trees |
I love the dusk more than a sunrise.
It speaks to me as placid waters.
It also signifies that the trouble of the days are slowly fading in the starry, night sky.
A rest, relaxed soul thereafter after the rough days.
Wine and light come together.
A soulful melody and lovely words pacify my tiny strength.
No matter where I go, it helps to know I have grace from above.
The One who lets me enjoy both the sunrise and sunset.
This world is still immature as it recognises discrimination and strereotypes.
Why do we resort to hurt each other?
Differences are beautiful.
It is only when we drop down our arrogance and uphold acceptance and respect each other as a human being, we could make this world a better place.
No one is better than the other. The sunrise and sunset do not appear to us exclusively.
Saturday, August 31, 2013
Strangers in Paradise
Strangers and paradise?
Both don't sound amicable to me.
But I must assert that I hope both these words will give me a sheer delight for the coming moments.
It's another time to move on to new territory.
Accepting and embracing strangers and the unfamiliar could be daunting still despite a frequent mobility.
Never thought I will embark on this land which once witnessed our connection across thousand miles during the pleasant evenings.
I want to look forward instead of returning to our present dwelling.
May great things are accomplished here with the blessings from above.
I've always like to hear 'Leaving on a Jetplane' and this is my choice of an amateur play.
There's has been many versions but I like to pick this as my best favourite.
It's soothing and it doesn't matter if I have to wait for the taxi.
Enjoy!
Title: Leaving on a Jetplane
Artist: Tara MacLean
Album: Songs for Sunset
Year: 2006
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LvqORmiuBvg&gl=HK
Both don't sound amicable to me.
But I must assert that I hope both these words will give me a sheer delight for the coming moments.
It's another time to move on to new territory.
Accepting and embracing strangers and the unfamiliar could be daunting still despite a frequent mobility.
Never thought I will embark on this land which once witnessed our connection across thousand miles during the pleasant evenings.
I want to look forward instead of returning to our present dwelling.
May great things are accomplished here with the blessings from above.
I've always like to hear 'Leaving on a Jetplane' and this is my choice of an amateur play.
There's has been many versions but I like to pick this as my best favourite.
It's soothing and it doesn't matter if I have to wait for the taxi.
Enjoy!
Title: Leaving on a Jetplane
Artist: Tara MacLean
Album: Songs for Sunset
Year: 2006
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LvqORmiuBvg&gl=HK
Saturday, August 17, 2013
New - Great or nothingness?
New environment, new faces, new car, new home.
Suddenly, the former turned into a brand new swanky stuff,
overnight or gradually.
We always expect and view the new as positive.
When we moved to a new house, I am happy that we have bigger
space now.
It didn’t really appear to me that I wish for my space those
days but I do now. Perhaps, the familiarity and the common attachment to my
room had me a desire for my space.
Comfort zone, common and common. Comfortable.
Now that we have moved to a new house, I find that I miss
our former home.
Although it was smaller then and a nasty next door we had, I
find fewer things that bothered me than where the new is.
News, conversation and traffic were lesser. Sound proof is
better. Less interference. Less people to dislike. Private. Breeze.
My soul is still
there. I played around the neighbourhood. The house watched me till I moved . I
recalled the tall tree under the evening sun.
The image was pleasant and nostalgic.
There was a short walk nearby to a lake and eateries. I
walked, cycled and drove along the road.
I even made a project of this former residence. Snapping,
writing and pasting about the neighborhood.
People picked me from here. Day and night.
My days, my tears and joy were watched under the moon, sun
and stars when I was here.
I did laundry better here?
Although the house is now occupied by someone new, it had me
there and nothing could cut the bond.
No matter what has transformed in this neighbourhood, it was
once my lovely residence. A truth no one could bend. It is our house of love.
A house which once housed me.
A home.
A dwelling in my past
which shall not be forgotten.
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