Are you happy now?

It is not easy. Everything seems to be against me right now but I told myself, at least I am not.

By now, I should know it not wise to ask 'why', too common a question.

Yet, I couldn't stop asking.

Why good things are deemed bad right now?

What exactly are good and what are not?

I am here all by myself. Passing through the tunnel in the yellow light.

No one to cheer me. No one to listen.

I don't know where I am heading to. I just feel a little safe in this tunnel.

Is it wrong for me to leave?

Is it right for me to say?

I wish I could not be found forever more.

Spending my time in the creek and throwing stones.

ANyway, maybe, I am up the creek.

Looking at the ripples made. Quiet. Gazing at the verdant.

Jane Austen once said that's the best refreshment.

And great , the end is coming.

WHEN THE STARS GO BLUE
Composer: Ryan Adams

Dancin' where the stars go blue
Dancin' where the evening fell
Dancin' in your wooden shoes
In a wedding gown

Dancin' out on 7th street
Dancin' through the underground
Dancin' little marionette
Are you happy now?

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue
Stars go blue
Stars go blue
Stars go blue

Laughing with your pretty mouth
Laughing with your broken eyes
Laughing with your lover's tongue
In a lullaby

Where do you go when you're lonely
Where do you go when you're blue
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you
When the stars go blue
stars go blue
stars go blue
stars go blue
When the stars go blue
Stars go blue
stars go blue
Stars go blue

Where do you go
Where do you go when you're blue, yeah
Where do you go when you're lonely
I'll follow you, follow you, follow you
Yeah
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